I am dealing with two more infections. The medications leave me very weak and
tired. And I have to admit I am tempted
to ask, “Why me?” Haven't I been tested
enough? Is the world out to get me? And finally, the old classic, “I'm sick and
tired of being sick and tired!”
I'm sure many of us feel the same way, especially around the
holidays. We don't have bodies that
operate the way we'd like. We can't
depend on them. Or our minds don't focus
well, or like they used to. We just
can't concentrate, or remember things.
Maybe our bodies and minds have never been that reliable. And for some reason the holidays just seem to
exacerbate these things. We have so much
to do, and can't seem to get it done.
But what is it that we really need to do to prepare for
Jesus? What does the Lord require of
us? I always go back to my life verse,
Micah 6:8:
“He has told you, O mortal, what
is good;
and
what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice, and to love
kindness,
and
to walk humbly with your God?”
And then I tell myself, “Why not
me? Who better to deal with pain and
fatigue and discouragement than one who follows in the footsteps of
Jesus?” We have been gifted with a marvelous
example to follow. We have been gifted
with “wonderful words of life” to inspire us, console us, guide us. We have been gifted with “a cloud of
witnesses,” both before us and around us, to whom we can reach out for counsel
and example.
And now it is Christmas. We celebrate again the coming of the Christ Child. We rejoice in the gift of new life, new
beginnings, new hope. We look ahead to a
new year and a new start.
Dear Lord, We thank you for the
gift of Jesus, who bore not only the weight of our sins, but the weight of our
suffering. When we think we cannot carry
on alone, remind us that we are not alone.
When we think the load is too heavy, remind us that we can share
it. And when things are going well,
remind us to thank you. In Jesus’ name
we pray. Amen.
And the peace of God,
which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in
Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:7